1 00:00:11,087 --> 00:00:13,254 I was once happy. Content. 2 00:00:13,256 --> 00:00:16,466 Sloshing around in my own private, primordial pool. 3 00:00:16,468 --> 00:00:18,926 Then one day, for reasons beyond my control, 4 00:00:18,928 --> 00:00:21,637 I was repeatedly crushed... 5 00:00:21,639 --> 00:00:26,809 Over and over by the cruel cervix of my mother, Leslie. 6 00:00:26,811 --> 00:00:30,188 I put up a good fight, but I lost, 7 00:00:30,190 --> 00:00:33,735 for the first time, but not the last. 8 00:00:37,030 --> 00:00:40,198 I was born three days after 9/11. 9 00:00:40,200 --> 00:00:45,453 I can hear you, I can hear you, the rest of the world hears you, 10 00:00:45,455 --> 00:00:48,289 and the people who knocked these buildings down 11 00:00:48,291 --> 00:00:49,876 will hear all of us soon. 12 00:00:52,128 --> 00:00:55,757 Usa, usa! Usa, usa! 13 00:00:58,718 --> 00:01:00,968 My mother and father spent two days in the hospital, 14 00:01:00,970 --> 00:01:03,888 holding me under the soft glow of the television, 15 00:01:03,890 --> 00:01:06,724 watching those towers fall over and over again, 16 00:01:06,726 --> 00:01:10,019 until the feelings of grief gave way to numbness. 17 00:01:10,021 --> 00:01:12,021 And then, without warning, 18 00:01:12,023 --> 00:01:14,398 a middle-class childhood in an American suburb. 19 00:01:14,400 --> 00:01:17,693 Thirteen... fourteen... 20 00:01:17,695 --> 00:01:20,571 Fifteen... sixteen... 21 00:01:20,573 --> 00:01:22,365 - What are you looking at, rue? - Seventeen... 22 00:01:22,367 --> 00:01:25,076 Rue, look at me. 23 00:01:25,078 --> 00:01:31,292 - One, two, three... - What are you doing, rue? 24 00:01:37,340 --> 00:01:40,049 I'd say she's suffering from obsessive compulsive disorder... 25 00:01:40,051 --> 00:01:41,717 It's not like I was physically abused... 26 00:01:41,719 --> 00:01:43,302 ...attention deficit disorder... 27 00:01:43,304 --> 00:01:44,971 - ...or had a shortage of clean water... - ...General anxiety disorder... 28 00:01:44,973 --> 00:01:46,556 ...or was molested by a family member. 29 00:01:46,558 --> 00:01:50,560 ...and possibly bipolar disorder. But she's a little young to tell. 30 00:01:50,562 --> 00:01:53,104 So, explain this shit to me. 31 00:01:53,106 --> 00:01:55,106 Honey, it's just the way your brain was hardwired. 32 00:01:55,108 --> 00:01:59,652 Plenty of great, intelligent, funny, interesting, and creative people 33 00:01:59,654 --> 00:02:02,363 have struggled with the same things you struggle with. 34 00:02:02,365 --> 00:02:04,742 Like who? 35 00:02:05,869 --> 00:02:07,287 Vincent van Gogh. 36 00:02:10,081 --> 00:02:11,998 Sylvia plath. 37 00:02:12,000 --> 00:02:14,500 And your favorite, Britney Spears. 38 00:02:14,502 --> 00:02:16,669 - She's bald! - Oh, my god! 39 00:02:16,671 --> 00:02:18,798 She is completely bald. 40 00:02:20,425 --> 00:02:24,760 I don't remember much between the ages of eight and 12. 41 00:02:24,762 --> 00:02:29,015 Just that the world moved fast and my brain moved slow. 42 00:02:29,017 --> 00:02:32,187 Does anybody have any idea of what a preposition might be? 43 00:02:33,605 --> 00:02:38,234 And every now and then, if I focused too closely on the way I breathed... 44 00:02:41,154 --> 00:02:43,573 ...I'd die. 45 00:02:48,620 --> 00:02:50,161 Slow down, just breathe. 46 00:02:50,163 --> 00:02:52,288 Until every second of every day, 47 00:02:52,290 --> 00:02:56,085 you find yourself trying to outrun your anxiety. 48 00:03:00,423 --> 00:03:02,340 What's wrong, rue? 49 00:03:02,342 --> 00:03:04,258 And quite frankly... 50 00:03:04,260 --> 00:03:07,053 I'm just fucking exhausted. 51 00:03:07,055 --> 00:03:10,681 You said the doctor was in our network. How could he suddenly be out of network? 52 00:03:10,683 --> 00:03:13,559 I can't afford it. 53 00:03:13,561 --> 00:03:15,102 Did you see that video of the beauty queen 54 00:03:15,104 --> 00:03:17,230 who got acid thrown on her face? 55 00:03:17,232 --> 00:03:20,399 - Mm, what? No. - It's pretty fucked up. 56 00:03:20,401 --> 00:03:24,197 - Hey, mom, you got any tampons? - In my bathroom, under the sink. 57 00:03:24,405 --> 00:03:29,202 And at some point, you make a choice about who you are and what you want. 58 00:03:34,415 --> 00:03:36,668 Oh, my... 59 00:03:50,598 --> 00:03:52,640 All right, Gia, let's roll. 60 00:03:52,642 --> 00:03:55,476 Why is the co-payment $300? 61 00:03:55,478 --> 00:03:58,106 Rue, did you eat breakfast? 62 00:04:01,067 --> 00:04:05,363 - What's with the sunglasses? - What sunglasses? 63 00:04:16,291 --> 00:04:20,877 I just showed up one day, without a map or a compass... 64 00:04:20,879 --> 00:04:22,670 Attention, students, we need to lockdown. 65 00:04:22,672 --> 00:04:27,260 ...or to be honest, anyone capable of giving on iota of good fucking advice. 66 00:04:30,889 --> 00:04:35,183 And I know it all may seem sad, but guess what? 67 00:04:35,185 --> 00:04:39,522 I didn't build this system, nor did I fuck it up. 68 00:05:04,589 --> 00:05:09,052 And then it happens. That moment when your breath starts to slow. 69 00:05:15,975 --> 00:05:20,522 And every time you breathe, you breathe out all the oxygen you have. 70 00:05:23,066 --> 00:05:26,067 And everything stops: 71 00:05:26,069 --> 00:05:29,278 Your heart, your lungs, 72 00:05:29,280 --> 00:05:31,324 then finally, your brain. 73 00:05:33,660 --> 00:05:39,582 And everything you feel, and wish, and want to forget, it all just sinks. 74 00:05:43,461 --> 00:05:46,214 And then suddenly... 75 00:05:51,219 --> 00:05:55,306 ...you give it air again, give it life again. 76 00:06:00,103 --> 00:06:04,647 I remember the first time it happened to me I got so scared I wanted to call 911. 77 00:06:04,649 --> 00:06:08,611 Go to the hospital and be kept alive by machines and apple juice. 78 00:06:11,114 --> 00:06:13,573 But I didn't want to look like an idiot, 79 00:06:13,575 --> 00:06:16,161 and I didn't want to fuck up everyone's night. 80 00:06:17,579 --> 00:06:22,206 And then over time, it's all I wanted... 81 00:06:22,208 --> 00:06:24,961 Those two seconds of nothingness. 82 00:07:14,677 --> 00:07:20,348 I spent a good portion of the summer before junior year in rehab. 83 00:07:20,350 --> 00:07:26,062 God Grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, 84 00:07:26,064 --> 00:07:29,106 the courage to change the things I can, 85 00:07:29,108 --> 00:07:31,402 and the wisdom to know the difference. 86 00:07:46,709 --> 00:07:48,292 Rue! 87 00:07:48,294 --> 00:07:50,878 - Come here! - Hey. 88 00:07:50,880 --> 00:07:53,506 - How are you? - Good. 89 00:07:53,508 --> 00:07:55,383 - I missed you. - I missed you, too. 90 00:07:55,385 --> 00:07:57,637 Look at you. Are you growing? No. 91 00:07:59,597 --> 00:08:01,683 Hey! 92 00:08:09,440 --> 00:08:11,901 I'm very happy for you, rue. 93 00:08:13,945 --> 00:08:16,906 You're about to start a brand-new chapter. 94 00:08:39,804 --> 00:08:43,975 It was the end of summer, the week before school started. 95 00:08:46,603 --> 00:08:51,441 I had no intention of staying clean. And Jules had just moved to town. 96 00:09:02,035 --> 00:09:05,661 There's some new girl in town that I think you gonna be friends with. 97 00:09:05,663 --> 00:09:09,040 - Who? - Shit, I don't know. 98 00:09:09,042 --> 00:09:12,293 She came in yesterday lookin' all sailor moon and shit. 99 00:09:12,295 --> 00:09:17,381 I'm thinking to myself, like, look like somebody rue would get along with. 100 00:09:17,383 --> 00:09:20,259 Which was sort of like a dead-on observation for fezco, 101 00:09:20,261 --> 00:09:24,015 who's not normally revolving in the same direction as planet earth. 102 00:09:25,975 --> 00:09:28,100 So, how long you been back? 103 00:09:28,102 --> 00:09:30,978 - Five days. - And like, how are you feeling? 104 00:09:30,980 --> 00:09:34,690 I mean, ever since I gave my life over to my lord and savior Jesus Christ, 105 00:09:34,692 --> 00:09:36,275 things have been, like, really good. 106 00:09:36,277 --> 00:09:39,654 - Word? That's what's up. - Yeah. 107 00:09:39,656 --> 00:09:42,990 - I'm fucking with you. It was a joke. - Shit. 108 00:09:42,992 --> 00:09:45,868 Hey, I don't judge. 109 00:09:45,870 --> 00:09:48,996 - But low-key, is ashtray in the back? - Are you serious? 110 00:09:48,998 --> 00:09:51,666 What, you think 'cause I went to rehab, I stayed clean? 111 00:09:51,668 --> 00:09:54,418 I mean, ain't that the point? 112 00:09:54,420 --> 00:09:56,462 Yeah, well, the world's coming to an end, 113 00:09:56,464 --> 00:09:59,926 and I haven't even graduated high school yet. 114 00:10:09,144 --> 00:10:11,060 I thought your ass was dead. 115 00:10:11,062 --> 00:10:13,479 I thought you had asperger's till I realized you're just a prick. 116 00:10:13,481 --> 00:10:16,023 This is a fickle industry. Y'all come and go. 117 00:10:16,025 --> 00:10:19,360 I'm just trying to stack my cash, pay off our mortgage. 118 00:10:19,362 --> 00:10:21,614 So what the fuck you want? 119 00:10:25,660 --> 00:10:28,119 - You don't want to try nothin' new? - Like what? 120 00:10:28,121 --> 00:10:33,249 2c-t-2, 2c-t-7, and 5-meo-dipt. 121 00:10:33,251 --> 00:10:35,460 I'm sorry, I have zero fucking idea what you just said. 122 00:10:35,462 --> 00:10:39,797 It doesn't matter. But this shit is fucking lit. 123 00:10:39,799 --> 00:10:44,135 - What is it? - N-diisopropyl-5-methoxytryptamine. 124 00:10:44,137 --> 00:10:46,181 It's a fast-acting psychedelic. 125 00:10:47,390 --> 00:10:52,810 Got some similarities to LSD, but with, like, key differences. 126 00:10:52,812 --> 00:10:57,901 Not as visual and shit, but definitely a sense distorter. 127 00:11:02,030 --> 00:11:05,490 What's wrong? 128 00:11:05,492 --> 00:11:08,242 I'm just so happy. 129 00:11:08,244 --> 00:11:10,453 I don't know. The shit's been blowing up in tampa, 130 00:11:10,455 --> 00:11:13,289 and mad people like to fuck on it. 131 00:11:13,291 --> 00:11:17,585 - Okay. Yeah. - That'll be 120. 132 00:11:17,587 --> 00:11:19,962 - Fez said he'd spot me. - Fezco don't spot nobody. 133 00:11:19,964 --> 00:11:21,881 Yeah, well, it's a post-rehab discount, so you should ask him. 134 00:11:21,883 --> 00:11:23,676 I will go ask him, 'cause I know you're full of shit. 135 00:11:36,231 --> 00:11:38,481 In truth, I didn't have much of an issue with Nate 136 00:11:38,483 --> 00:11:40,483 until all the bullshit with Jules. 137 00:11:40,485 --> 00:11:44,153 I mean, I never liked him, and once, during freshman formal, 138 00:11:44,155 --> 00:11:46,533 he tried to finger me on the dance floor without my permission. 139 00:11:47,575 --> 00:11:50,827 But like... it's america. 140 00:11:50,829 --> 00:11:53,246 And if they were throwing an end-of-summer party... 141 00:11:53,248 --> 00:11:56,582 Yo, I'd do it for rue! 142 00:11:56,584 --> 00:11:58,126 ...of course I'd fucking go. 143 00:11:58,128 --> 00:12:01,129 Yo. The whole world's gonna be talking about 144 00:12:01,131 --> 00:12:04,257 how McKay threw the grimiest fucking banger of the summer. 145 00:12:04,259 --> 00:12:09,178 I don't know, bro. You know my mom is real ocd. A little scratch on the wall, 146 00:12:09,180 --> 00:12:10,721 the dishes are out of order. 147 00:12:10,723 --> 00:12:14,016 We'll just take a picture of everything. We'll put it back the way we found it. 148 00:12:14,018 --> 00:12:16,060 What the fuck is this, mission impossible? 149 00:12:16,062 --> 00:12:18,146 Would you stop worrying about your mom, 150 00:12:18,148 --> 00:12:19,939 and start worrying about all the fucking pussy 151 00:12:19,941 --> 00:12:21,816 that we're gonna smash tonight, bro. 152 00:12:21,818 --> 00:12:25,444 No, no, no, no, no. Wait. Isn't maddy coming tonight? 153 00:12:25,446 --> 00:12:29,365 I don't know. I don't give a fuck. She broke up with me. Fuck her. 154 00:12:29,367 --> 00:12:31,325 See, no, bro. 'Cause she's crazy. 155 00:12:31,327 --> 00:12:34,579 I don't want her to come and try to burn my house down. 156 00:12:34,581 --> 00:12:36,122 - Burn your... - Yeah. 157 00:12:36,124 --> 00:12:38,207 Shut the fuck up. 158 00:12:38,209 --> 00:12:41,377 Yo. This is exactly what I'm talking about. 159 00:12:41,379 --> 00:12:43,671 Right here. I'm gonna tell you something... 160 00:12:43,673 --> 00:12:46,674 - Don't do anything stupid. Come on. - Yeah, yeah. 161 00:12:46,676 --> 00:12:48,426 Hey, yo, what up, b? 162 00:12:48,428 --> 00:12:51,220 Yo, how 'bout you come and ride on this dick? 163 00:12:51,222 --> 00:12:53,683 No, Nate, chill, bro. Come on man. 164 00:12:55,560 --> 00:12:57,727 Fuck, bro. 165 00:12:57,729 --> 00:12:59,355 Whoops. 166 00:13:07,739 --> 00:13:12,535 Jules moved from the city to the suburbs after her mom and dad got divorced. 167 00:13:15,538 --> 00:13:17,413 She doesn't really like to talk about it, 168 00:13:17,415 --> 00:13:19,540 but dads almost never get full custody, 169 00:13:19,542 --> 00:13:22,378 so you know some shit definitely went down. 170 00:13:24,547 --> 00:13:27,590 She went to, like, three weeks of summer school with Kat, 171 00:13:27,592 --> 00:13:30,720 who failed intro to visual arts. 172 00:14:35,785 --> 00:14:39,078 - Do you think my areolas look weird? - No. 173 00:14:39,080 --> 00:14:43,166 - But, like, the edges, though. - Maddy, they're fine. 174 00:14:43,168 --> 00:14:44,959 Fine like they're kind of weird, or fine like 175 00:14:44,961 --> 00:14:47,044 nobody but me would ever notice what I notice? 176 00:14:47,046 --> 00:14:50,089 Fine like shut the fuck up, maddy. 177 00:14:50,091 --> 00:14:52,133 I'm disgusting. I literally look disgusting. 178 00:14:52,135 --> 00:14:54,760 Maddy, you just snap the fuck out of this. You're hot as fuck. 179 00:14:54,762 --> 00:14:57,847 - Nate's a loser. Who cares? - He's not a loser. He's a dick. 180 00:14:57,849 --> 00:15:00,183 All dicks are losers. Duh. 181 00:15:00,185 --> 00:15:02,852 Look, bottom line: Y'all need to walk into this party 182 00:15:02,854 --> 00:15:04,937 like your pussy costs a million dollars. 183 00:15:04,939 --> 00:15:07,356 For real, I'd settle for like fifty grand. 184 00:15:07,358 --> 00:15:08,983 Fifty grand is a million dollars. 185 00:15:08,985 --> 00:15:12,695 I'd settle for, like, four corona lights and some non-rapey affection. 186 00:15:12,697 --> 00:15:16,491 - That's kind of depressing. - Nate's totally ruined my confidence. 187 00:15:16,493 --> 00:15:18,534 You know when somebody just constantly criticizes, 188 00:15:18,536 --> 00:15:20,161 like, everything about you? 189 00:15:20,163 --> 00:15:21,829 Yep. That's, like, every guy. 190 00:15:21,831 --> 00:15:24,040 You just need to catch a dick and forget about your troubles. 191 00:15:24,042 --> 00:15:26,334 Girl, you just need to catch a dick. 192 00:15:26,336 --> 00:15:28,044 Seriously, maddy, the best thing to do after a breakup 193 00:15:28,046 --> 00:15:30,004 is to fuck someone new, and then move on. 194 00:15:30,006 --> 00:15:32,882 Please, Kat, remind me again how many guys you've fucked? 195 00:15:32,884 --> 00:15:36,260 And, oh, yeah, cat-fishing, that don't count. 196 00:15:36,262 --> 00:15:39,639 Can you not be a cunt for like, 15 seconds? 197 00:15:39,641 --> 00:15:44,145 Dad, stop being a pervert! We're literally, like, all naked! 198 00:15:53,488 --> 00:15:55,323 Fuck. 199 00:15:56,658 --> 00:15:58,409 Okay. 200 00:16:01,287 --> 00:16:03,287 - Where were you? - I went to eat. 201 00:16:03,289 --> 00:16:05,623 - What do you mean, you went to eat? - What? 202 00:16:05,625 --> 00:16:08,209 What? Don't walk away from me. 203 00:16:08,211 --> 00:16:11,671 - You know what, rue? I don't trust you. - I don't know what you want me to say. 204 00:16:11,673 --> 00:16:13,673 I want you to tell me where you were. 205 00:16:13,675 --> 00:16:16,092 - I just said I went to fucking eat! - Don't you talk to me like that! 206 00:16:16,094 --> 00:16:17,677 You know what? I'm gonna drug test you. 207 00:16:17,679 --> 00:16:19,929 - Don't be slamming no doors around here. - It was an accident. 208 00:16:19,931 --> 00:16:22,723 I don't care. You're not leaving this house until you take a drug test. 209 00:16:22,725 --> 00:16:26,855 - I just peed! - Slam another door. 210 00:16:27,981 --> 00:16:30,733 That girl's gonna be the death of me. 211 00:16:37,031 --> 00:16:38,656 Shit. 212 00:16:38,658 --> 00:16:41,284 Now, there's a few ways to beat a drug test. 213 00:16:41,286 --> 00:16:43,828 The first is simple. Stop doing drugs. 214 00:16:43,830 --> 00:16:49,125 But if you're in a bind and totally fucked, option one: Niacin. 215 00:16:49,127 --> 00:16:53,671 It's a b vitamin that, like, breaks down fat and chemicals or whatever, 216 00:16:53,673 --> 00:16:56,466 and if you take a lot of it, like 2,000 milligrams, 217 00:16:56,468 --> 00:16:58,428 then chug a few gallons of water, 218 00:16:58,636 --> 00:17:00,511 you can flush your system in two to three days. 219 00:17:00,513 --> 00:17:02,972 The only problem is, it has a few side effects. 220 00:17:02,974 --> 00:17:05,099 Skin flushing, extreme dizziness, vomiting, 221 00:17:05,101 --> 00:17:08,478 rapid heartbeat, and sometimes death. 222 00:17:08,480 --> 00:17:11,939 I don't recommend it. Nor does any legit drug site on the Internet. 223 00:17:11,941 --> 00:17:15,195 Option 2: Synthetic urine. 224 00:17:16,654 --> 00:17:18,279 Yeah, fucking right. 225 00:17:18,281 --> 00:17:22,327 Option 3: Get a non-drug addict friend to piss for you. 226 00:17:24,537 --> 00:17:26,954 The only problem is... 227 00:17:26,956 --> 00:17:29,332 ...most over-the-counter home drug testing kits 228 00:17:29,334 --> 00:17:33,085 come with a heat-sensor strip that detects the temperature of your urine. 229 00:17:33,087 --> 00:17:36,341 And if your parents watch you pee, you can't really do the sink trick. 230 00:17:39,135 --> 00:17:41,221 So you gotta get it fresh. 231 00:17:44,140 --> 00:17:45,681 Hey, rue. 232 00:17:45,683 --> 00:17:48,643 - Hey, I... I need a favor. - What? 233 00:17:48,645 --> 00:17:52,941 - I... like for real, Lexi. - What? 234 00:17:54,275 --> 00:17:57,360 Side effects of this option? 235 00:17:57,362 --> 00:17:59,403 Are you serious? 236 00:17:59,405 --> 00:18:01,032 Please. 237 00:18:02,992 --> 00:18:04,994 Thanks. 238 00:18:07,038 --> 00:18:10,498 Hey, rue. 239 00:18:10,500 --> 00:18:12,208 How was rehab? 240 00:18:12,210 --> 00:18:14,212 Shit. 241 00:18:15,797 --> 00:18:20,633 - It was good. It was really good. - Well, that's good. 242 00:18:20,635 --> 00:18:23,302 - How long have you been back? - Five days. 243 00:18:23,304 --> 00:18:25,056 Oh. 244 00:18:26,474 --> 00:18:28,683 - New chapter. - Mom. 245 00:18:28,685 --> 00:18:30,893 Hmm? 246 00:18:30,895 --> 00:18:34,564 Lexi and I have known each other since pre-school. 247 00:18:34,566 --> 00:18:37,233 And like, in some ways she's my best friend, 248 00:18:37,235 --> 00:18:39,443 even though I think we've grown apart. 249 00:18:39,445 --> 00:18:41,573 We don't really have much in common anymore. 250 00:18:44,451 --> 00:18:47,285 Did you meet any cute guys there? 251 00:18:47,287 --> 00:18:50,748 - Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 252 00:18:59,841 --> 00:19:01,843 Mom, I have to pee! 253 00:19:03,136 --> 00:19:04,844 I wish we could do this in a way 254 00:19:04,846 --> 00:19:07,847 that wasn't a complete invasion of my privacy. 255 00:19:07,849 --> 00:19:10,391 Well, you lost your right to privacy after your overdose. 256 00:19:10,393 --> 00:19:13,062 - That was a mistake. - Don't be flip, rue. 257 00:19:14,814 --> 00:19:18,151 Could you... thank you. 258 00:19:23,490 --> 00:19:26,574 You don't understand. This was the most frightening moment 259 00:19:26,576 --> 00:19:28,826 a mother could witness. And Gia... 260 00:19:28,828 --> 00:19:33,080 - Gia, who absolutely idolizes you... - I know, mom. 261 00:19:33,082 --> 00:19:35,919 To have her find you unconscious... 262 00:19:38,922 --> 00:19:41,923 Can we just... can we not do this right now, mom? 263 00:19:41,925 --> 00:19:43,635 Rue? 264 00:19:46,137 --> 00:19:48,181 Rue? 265 00:19:51,267 --> 00:19:53,436 Rue. 266 00:20:02,695 --> 00:20:06,825 I know a lot of you probably hate me right now, and I get it. 267 00:20:07,909 --> 00:20:12,122 If I could be a different person, I promise you, I would. 268 00:20:13,873 --> 00:20:18,084 Not because I want it, but because they do. 269 00:20:18,086 --> 00:20:20,630 And therein lies the catch. 270 00:20:23,133 --> 00:20:27,595 I'm sorry... for slamming the door earlier. 271 00:20:31,766 --> 00:20:35,603 It's okay. I forgive you. Come here. 272 00:20:43,444 --> 00:20:45,027 Hey, mom? 273 00:20:45,029 --> 00:20:47,071 - Yeah? - Can I spend the night at Lexi's? 274 00:20:47,073 --> 00:20:49,031 - Yeah, that's fine. - Thanks. 275 00:20:49,033 --> 00:20:50,702 Yeah. 276 00:21:48,718 --> 00:21:53,139 - Where you going? - I don't know. Some party, or something. 277 00:21:54,390 --> 00:21:56,557 Or something? 278 00:21:56,559 --> 00:21:58,895 Dad. 279 00:22:00,271 --> 00:22:03,648 I know. You know, just, new town. Be safe. 280 00:22:03,650 --> 00:22:06,651 - Yeah. I'm fine. - Good. 281 00:22:06,653 --> 00:22:08,611 - Love you. - I love you, too. 282 00:22:08,613 --> 00:22:10,698 - Okay. - Have fun. 283 00:22:27,590 --> 00:22:30,969 Jules told me later what had happened. 284 00:23:05,753 --> 00:23:07,670 Looking back on it, 285 00:23:07,672 --> 00:23:11,299 she probably would have just been better off going to McKay's. 286 00:23:11,301 --> 00:23:12,719 But... 287 00:23:42,707 --> 00:23:44,584 Come in. 288 00:23:53,551 --> 00:23:56,385 Yo, so, Cassie's a whore. Fact. 289 00:23:56,387 --> 00:23:59,722 No, she's not. Fact. She's not even that type of girl. 290 00:23:59,724 --> 00:24:02,475 Oh. Have you seen her slut pages, though? 291 00:24:02,477 --> 00:24:04,560 - No. - They're wild, yo. 292 00:24:04,562 --> 00:24:07,313 - She's like a fuckin' freak - Cassie's on the slut pages? 293 00:24:07,315 --> 00:24:09,607 Yo, we gotta see this shit. 294 00:24:09,609 --> 00:24:11,275 Yo, what are y'all even doing out the room, man? 295 00:24:11,277 --> 00:24:12,860 - Go back upstairs, bro. - What? 296 00:24:12,862 --> 00:24:15,071 - Thing one and thing two. Take it up. - Oh, yo. 297 00:24:15,073 --> 00:24:17,990 - Take it up. - Relax. No one gets here till ten. 298 00:24:17,992 --> 00:24:21,410 What's up, Nate? What's good, what's good, good lookin'. 299 00:24:21,412 --> 00:24:24,747 Look, all I'm saying is, I think you did Cassie. That's it. 300 00:24:24,749 --> 00:24:27,667 Whether I like her or not is irrelevant. 301 00:24:27,669 --> 00:24:31,337 The fact is, she's a fucking whore through and through, bro. 302 00:24:31,339 --> 00:24:33,923 All right, look, I don't know what she's done, guys, but I'm just saying, 303 00:24:33,925 --> 00:24:37,218 I think she's cool. She's smart. She's funny. 304 00:24:37,220 --> 00:24:38,763 Bro, she likes cars, man. 305 00:24:40,890 --> 00:24:43,516 She loves cars. Shit, thank you for telling me. 306 00:24:43,518 --> 00:24:45,560 - What the fuck? - Dude's got mad feelings. 307 00:24:45,562 --> 00:24:48,020 For real, yo. McKay's about to start a pinterest, guys. 308 00:24:48,022 --> 00:24:50,314 Just wait. Give it a minute. 309 00:24:50,316 --> 00:24:53,319 Yo, did you say you don't know what she's done? 310 00:24:57,240 --> 00:24:59,784 No, I don't know. 311 00:25:00,869 --> 00:25:05,331 Take a seat. You and I are gonna take a little trip to the land of shame, bro. 312 00:25:12,964 --> 00:25:15,339 Here's the fucking thing that pisses me off about the world. 313 00:25:15,341 --> 00:25:18,050 Like, every time someone's shit gets leaked, 314 00:25:18,052 --> 00:25:20,011 whether it's j. Law or Leslie Jones, 315 00:25:20,013 --> 00:25:22,096 the whole world's like, "well if you don't want it out there, 316 00:25:22,098 --> 00:25:23,723 don't take the nudes in the first place." 317 00:25:23,725 --> 00:25:28,644 I'm sorry. I know your generation relied on flowers and fathers' permission, 318 00:25:28,646 --> 00:25:31,481 but it's 2019, and unless you're amish, 319 00:25:31,483 --> 00:25:35,067 nudes are the currency of love, so stop shaming us. 320 00:25:35,069 --> 00:25:38,446 Shame the assholes who create password-protected online directories 321 00:25:38,448 --> 00:25:41,532 of naked, underage girls. 322 00:25:41,534 --> 00:25:44,076 Cassie's actually super sweet. 323 00:25:44,078 --> 00:25:46,496 You remember, like, from earlier. 324 00:25:46,498 --> 00:25:50,833 - Yo, rue, rue. - Hey. How you been? 325 00:25:50,835 --> 00:25:52,960 She's just being coy. 326 00:25:52,962 --> 00:25:56,798 'Cause she has a new boyfriend she's head over heels for. 327 00:25:56,800 --> 00:25:59,467 Mom, stop being retarded. He's not my boyfriend. 328 00:25:59,469 --> 00:26:01,469 Oh. Okay. 329 00:26:01,471 --> 00:26:04,722 Who's that handsome young man who came over for dinner last night? 330 00:26:04,724 --> 00:26:08,851 - Oh, my god, mom! Stop! - Christopher McKay. 331 00:26:08,853 --> 00:26:10,812 So, you're dating McKay. 332 00:26:10,814 --> 00:26:14,273 Okay, mom, I'm literally going to poison you in your sleep. 333 00:26:14,275 --> 00:26:16,319 So, rue, how was rehab? 334 00:26:20,657 --> 00:26:22,990 Did you meet any cute guys there? 335 00:26:22,992 --> 00:26:26,244 - Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 336 00:26:26,246 --> 00:26:28,037 But anyway, back to this bullshit. 337 00:26:28,039 --> 00:26:31,000 And the Oscar goes to... 338 00:26:32,293 --> 00:26:34,418 - Oh! - Shit! 339 00:26:34,420 --> 00:26:36,629 I'm talkin' 'bout, like, tag team. 340 00:26:36,631 --> 00:26:39,465 - That's what I'm saying. Double team. - Like, triple. 341 00:26:39,467 --> 00:26:42,593 - With Roy in the front. - You can't tell that that's her, man. 342 00:26:42,595 --> 00:26:45,221 - It's her, bro. - This is her. Look at her titties. 343 00:26:45,223 --> 00:26:48,516 You want my advice? You fuck her like the whore she is, 344 00:26:48,518 --> 00:26:50,184 you kick her ass to the curb. 345 00:26:50,186 --> 00:26:51,936 If you don't, we will. 346 00:26:51,938 --> 00:26:53,938 Shut your all little virgin asses up, man. 347 00:26:53,940 --> 00:26:55,606 Y'all wouldn't even know what to do with that. 348 00:26:55,608 --> 00:26:59,986 Are you crazy? I just got a tutorial, step-by-step. 349 00:26:59,988 --> 00:27:02,029 It's obvious that Nate got in McKay's head, 350 00:27:02,031 --> 00:27:06,327 because Cassie told Lexi, and Lexi told me, that the night of the party... 351 00:27:08,163 --> 00:27:10,081 What? 352 00:27:11,708 --> 00:27:14,167 Nothing. 353 00:27:14,169 --> 00:27:16,379 Why do you keep staring at me? 354 00:27:19,883 --> 00:27:24,302 I'm sorry. Kind of spaced out for a second. 355 00:27:24,304 --> 00:27:26,598 I wasn't being weird, was I? 356 00:27:27,807 --> 00:27:30,018 No. You're being cute. 357 00:27:31,394 --> 00:27:34,522 Listen, I don't want to sound corny or whatever, but... 358 00:27:35,940 --> 00:27:39,192 ...you are literally the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. 359 00:27:39,194 --> 00:27:41,446 They hooked up. 360 00:27:49,412 --> 00:27:52,163 Fuck. 361 00:27:52,165 --> 00:27:54,081 You always this wet? 362 00:27:54,083 --> 00:27:56,336 Kind of. It's super embarrassing. 363 00:27:57,587 --> 00:28:02,175 - Does it turn you off? - Not at all. It's cool. 364 00:28:05,678 --> 00:28:08,181 Stay right here. 365 00:28:32,747 --> 00:28:34,124 Aah! 366 00:28:35,750 --> 00:28:38,876 McKay. McKay, stop! Stop... 367 00:28:38,878 --> 00:28:41,045 Now, I know this looks disturbing, but for real, 368 00:28:41,047 --> 00:28:44,340 I promise you, this does not end in a rape. 369 00:28:44,342 --> 00:28:48,761 But here's the thing. Everyone on the planet watches porn. Fact. 370 00:28:48,763 --> 00:28:53,015 And if you were to click on the 20 most popular videos on porn hub right now, 371 00:28:53,017 --> 00:28:55,101 this is basically what you'd see: 372 00:28:55,103 --> 00:28:57,272 Good girl, yes, yes. 373 00:28:58,481 --> 00:29:01,067 Are you gonna be an obedient little slut? 374 00:29:04,320 --> 00:29:06,237 - Say thank you, again. - Oh, thank you. 375 00:29:06,239 --> 00:29:08,531 I'm not trying to be sex negative or anything. I'm just saying... 376 00:29:08,533 --> 00:29:10,074 Stop! 377 00:29:10,076 --> 00:29:11,784 ...this shit isn't out of left fucking field. 378 00:29:11,786 --> 00:29:14,370 - Fuck, McKay! - What did I do? 379 00:29:14,372 --> 00:29:15,913 Why would you grab me like that? I couldn't breathe. 380 00:29:15,915 --> 00:29:20,001 - I don't know. I thought you liked that. - Why the fuck would I like that? 381 00:29:20,003 --> 00:29:22,920 Cassie, I'm sorry. I didn't know. 382 00:29:22,922 --> 00:29:25,758 I just didn't expect it. 383 00:29:32,765 --> 00:29:36,058 Cassie, I'm really sorry, okay? I'm sorry. 384 00:29:36,060 --> 00:29:40,563 You know I would never do anything to hurt you. 385 00:29:40,565 --> 00:29:42,400 Just don't do it again. 386 00:29:46,488 --> 00:29:48,781 Unless you ask me first. 387 00:29:55,371 --> 00:29:57,540 Or I ask you. 388 00:30:03,421 --> 00:30:06,172 Anyway, I didn't go to Lexi's. That was a lie. 389 00:30:06,174 --> 00:30:08,257 So, I was walking to McKay's party, 390 00:30:08,259 --> 00:30:10,929 because I have this rule that I don't drink and bike, 'cause like... 391 00:30:19,813 --> 00:30:23,189 - Is that...? - Oh, shit. Slow down. 392 00:30:23,191 --> 00:30:25,149 Dude, that's rue. Oh, my god. 393 00:30:25,151 --> 00:30:27,360 - Wait. Didn't rue, like, die? - Oh, my god, I hate ghosts. 394 00:30:27,362 --> 00:30:30,740 Yo, Casper! You want a ride? 395 00:30:34,994 --> 00:30:36,788 Why, thank you. 396 00:31:16,035 --> 00:31:20,623 - Ah. How old are you? - 22. 397 00:31:22,709 --> 00:31:24,544 Thanks. 398 00:31:25,587 --> 00:31:27,920 Do you live in town? 399 00:31:27,922 --> 00:31:30,673 No. I'm just, visiting my grandparents. 400 00:31:30,675 --> 00:31:32,469 Hmm. 401 00:31:33,928 --> 00:31:35,805 What about you? 402 00:31:36,931 --> 00:31:39,142 Do you walk around like this? 403 00:31:41,352 --> 00:31:43,686 What do you mean? 404 00:31:43,688 --> 00:31:47,106 Well, this is how you look generally? 405 00:31:47,108 --> 00:31:49,986 I mean... yeah. 406 00:31:53,448 --> 00:31:55,533 You're beautiful. 407 00:31:57,368 --> 00:31:59,662 Thank you. 408 00:32:03,666 --> 00:32:06,836 I'm envious of your generation, you know. 409 00:32:08,713 --> 00:32:12,757 You guys don't care as much about the rules. 410 00:32:12,759 --> 00:32:16,052 You know, I think that's a good thing. 411 00:32:16,054 --> 00:32:19,722 And I don't want to be that old guy that gives you advice, 412 00:32:19,724 --> 00:32:23,184 but I look at you and I think there are... 413 00:32:23,186 --> 00:32:26,687 Two versions of how your life can go. 414 00:32:26,689 --> 00:32:29,482 You can either go someplace, 415 00:32:29,484 --> 00:32:33,402 where you're wanted for who you are. 416 00:32:33,404 --> 00:32:38,449 Or you can stay in a town like this. End up like me. 417 00:32:38,451 --> 00:32:41,162 Living your life out in motel rooms. 418 00:32:45,333 --> 00:32:47,293 Selfishly... 419 00:32:48,878 --> 00:32:52,173 I hope you stay. 420 00:32:53,925 --> 00:32:55,969 Wider. 421 00:32:57,345 --> 00:32:59,764 Wider. There you go. 422 00:33:00,807 --> 00:33:03,935 That's it. Good girl. 423 00:33:12,861 --> 00:33:15,903 Jules once told me that every night when she was a kid, 424 00:33:15,905 --> 00:33:18,197 like, five or something... 425 00:33:18,199 --> 00:33:20,491 Spit. 426 00:33:20,493 --> 00:33:22,410 ...she'd lock herself in the bathroom, 427 00:33:22,412 --> 00:33:24,620 get down on her hands and knees, and... 428 00:33:24,622 --> 00:33:25,999 Pray to god. 429 00:33:31,671 --> 00:33:36,340 She'd pray that when she woke up in the morning, she'd be 25 years old. 430 00:33:36,342 --> 00:33:39,594 She'd live with her best friend, a girl. 431 00:33:39,596 --> 00:33:42,305 Someone she hadn't met yet, but... 432 00:33:42,307 --> 00:33:44,976 Someone she knew she'd trust forever. 433 00:33:51,941 --> 00:33:54,233 I don't know why, but when she told me that story, 434 00:33:54,235 --> 00:33:57,862 I started to cry so hard I hyperventilated. 435 00:33:57,864 --> 00:34:02,410 You're so clean. And you don't know how rare that is. 436 00:34:06,080 --> 00:34:10,541 Jules just kept laughing and saying, "what's wrong?" But... 437 00:34:10,543 --> 00:34:12,504 I didn't know. 438 00:34:47,122 --> 00:34:49,290 And then, the night got weird. 439 00:35:29,873 --> 00:35:31,833 - Hey. - Hey. 440 00:36:14,083 --> 00:36:16,751 Now, there's a couple versions of what happened that night. 441 00:36:16,753 --> 00:36:19,045 It all depends on who you ask, and to be honest, 442 00:36:19,047 --> 00:36:22,300 I'm not always the most reliable narrator. 443 00:36:25,637 --> 00:36:28,471 But Nate was fucking on one. 444 00:36:28,473 --> 00:36:32,143 And in turn, maddy was fucking on one. 445 00:36:37,607 --> 00:36:39,651 Hi. 446 00:36:46,616 --> 00:36:48,368 Get undressed. I want to go swimming. 447 00:37:07,011 --> 00:37:09,681 - You're so hot. - I know. 448 00:37:31,870 --> 00:37:33,411 You're fucking crazy. 449 00:37:33,413 --> 00:37:37,874 No, I'm not. I'm just trying to get back at my really shitty ex-boyfriend. 450 00:37:37,876 --> 00:37:39,584 What? 451 00:37:39,586 --> 00:37:44,881 What if I told you that I wanted you to fuck me, right here, right now? 452 00:37:44,883 --> 00:37:47,592 Are you serious? 453 00:37:47,594 --> 00:37:50,595 And that's right about the time that Jules decided to ghost her hookup 454 00:37:50,597 --> 00:37:54,182 and bike over to McKay's. 455 00:37:54,184 --> 00:37:57,687 Now, Jules texted Kat, but Kat didn't answer, because... 456 00:38:09,616 --> 00:38:12,366 So what's the deal with your friend, bb? 457 00:38:12,368 --> 00:38:16,287 - What about her? - Is she a prude, or is she a slut? 458 00:38:16,289 --> 00:38:18,372 Definitely a slut. 459 00:38:18,374 --> 00:38:21,709 - What about you? - What about me? 460 00:38:21,711 --> 00:38:26,005 - Are you a slut? - Yeah, I'm a fucking savage. 461 00:38:26,007 --> 00:38:31,385 - Oh, yeah? What's your number? - Higher than you two can count. 462 00:38:31,387 --> 00:38:34,889 Stop playing. You're a fucking prude. 463 00:38:34,891 --> 00:38:37,850 Now, Kat wasn't a prude, but she was a virgin. 464 00:38:37,852 --> 00:38:41,437 She'd told Jules that a week into summer school, and when Kat saw her reaction: 465 00:38:41,439 --> 00:38:44,317 Bitch, this isn't the '80s. You need to catch a dick. 466 00:38:48,112 --> 00:38:51,906 She was on a mission to enter junior year as a woman of questionable morals. 467 00:38:51,908 --> 00:38:53,783 Let me ask you a question. 468 00:38:53,785 --> 00:38:57,163 If I were to pull my dick out right now, would you suck it? 469 00:38:58,957 --> 00:39:01,876 - I don't know. Let me see it. - It's not hard yet. 470 00:39:03,461 --> 00:39:05,711 You've probably never sucked a dick in your life. 471 00:39:05,713 --> 00:39:08,881 - Yeah, I have. - Most girls don't know how to suck dick. 472 00:39:08,883 --> 00:39:11,384 - Yeah. - What do you mean? 473 00:39:11,386 --> 00:39:14,178 Well, they're too gentle. It's like, they're fucking scared of it. 474 00:39:14,180 --> 00:39:16,097 - Not in porn. - Exactly. 475 00:39:16,099 --> 00:39:18,850 - You watch porn? - Doesn't everyone? 476 00:39:18,852 --> 00:39:21,269 No. Every guy does. Yeah. 477 00:39:21,271 --> 00:39:24,105 Not prudes. Only sluts. 478 00:39:24,107 --> 00:39:28,442 - Yeah, well... - Yeah, but like, how much? 479 00:39:28,444 --> 00:39:31,072 - What? - How much of a slut are you? 480 00:39:32,991 --> 00:39:36,826 Mm. Why don't you come find out? 481 00:39:36,828 --> 00:39:39,539 Why don't you take your top off? 482 00:39:40,582 --> 00:39:44,250 Like, right now, in front of... in front of these two? 483 00:39:44,252 --> 00:39:46,335 Yeah. 484 00:39:46,337 --> 00:39:48,423 I dare you. 485 00:40:06,941 --> 00:40:12,071 Yo, you know what they say, right? Fat girls give the best head. 486 00:40:25,752 --> 00:40:29,253 I was out back talking to fezco when Jules arrived. 487 00:40:29,255 --> 00:40:31,088 What the fuck, rue? 488 00:40:31,090 --> 00:40:33,674 What? What, what, what, what? 489 00:40:33,676 --> 00:40:37,220 Come on now, bruh. You owe me 120 bucks. 490 00:40:37,222 --> 00:40:42,393 - My bad, man, I forgot. - Shit, you know I ain't trippin'. 491 00:40:44,437 --> 00:40:46,312 Well, to be honest with you, 492 00:40:46,314 --> 00:40:49,607 your whole drug shit got me feeling kind of uneasy. 493 00:40:49,609 --> 00:40:52,276 Come on, don't go soft on me, Fez. 494 00:40:52,278 --> 00:40:55,404 No, I'm not. It's just that... 495 00:40:55,406 --> 00:40:58,866 I like you. And I missed you, bruh. Like... 496 00:40:58,868 --> 00:41:03,287 That shit at the beginning of summer had me scared as fuck. 497 00:41:03,289 --> 00:41:06,374 - Yeah, you and everybody else. - I'm serious, rue. 498 00:41:06,376 --> 00:41:09,129 I've seen a lot of people die. 499 00:41:10,338 --> 00:41:13,047 None like you. 500 00:41:13,049 --> 00:41:17,677 I don't know what type of fucked up shit you got going inside your head. 501 00:41:17,679 --> 00:41:21,681 I don't know how to help, but I could tell you one thing: 502 00:41:21,683 --> 00:41:24,269 This drug shit, it's not the answer. 503 00:41:30,024 --> 00:41:33,278 You know, I remember when I was eleven years old... 504 00:41:34,529 --> 00:41:37,363 It was a couple months after my dad got diagnosed, 505 00:41:37,365 --> 00:41:40,283 and we got the results back from the prognosis. 506 00:41:40,285 --> 00:41:43,828 And it was really good. It was like, 80/20. 507 00:41:43,830 --> 00:41:46,747 And we decided to celebrate, so... 508 00:41:46,749 --> 00:41:49,544 We like ordered a bunch of Chinese food. 509 00:41:51,129 --> 00:41:55,381 I remember that night, I was laying between my parents in bed, 510 00:41:55,383 --> 00:41:57,051 and... 511 00:41:58,845 --> 00:42:01,556 All of a sudden I couldn't breathe. 512 00:42:02,849 --> 00:42:08,394 It was like there was no more air left in the world. 513 00:42:08,396 --> 00:42:12,690 And I was gasping, and I was panicking. 514 00:42:12,692 --> 00:42:16,068 And they called the ambulance and they thought it was like... 515 00:42:16,070 --> 00:42:19,530 An allergic reaction or some shit. 516 00:42:19,532 --> 00:42:23,034 And then when I got to the hospital, 517 00:42:23,036 --> 00:42:25,330 they gave me liquid valium. 518 00:42:27,165 --> 00:42:30,460 Yeah. To calm me down. 519 00:42:33,129 --> 00:42:35,381 And when it hit me, I thought... 520 00:42:37,717 --> 00:42:40,676 This is it. 521 00:42:40,678 --> 00:42:44,889 This is the feeling I have been searching for my entire life, 522 00:42:44,891 --> 00:42:47,558 for as long as I could remember. 523 00:42:47,560 --> 00:42:49,604 Because suddenly... 524 00:42:50,647 --> 00:42:53,439 ...the world went quiet. 525 00:42:53,441 --> 00:42:57,612 And I felt safe, in my own head. 526 00:43:02,408 --> 00:43:04,994 Two years later, he was gone. 527 00:43:07,247 --> 00:43:09,582 Panic attacks stayed. 528 00:43:11,417 --> 00:43:14,710 And I found a way to live, so... 529 00:43:14,712 --> 00:43:17,171 Will it eventually kill me? Maybe. 530 00:43:17,173 --> 00:43:20,176 Fuck, maybe not. I don't know. 531 00:43:24,556 --> 00:43:27,306 You still gonna be my dealer, Fez? 532 00:43:27,308 --> 00:43:30,852 You a fucking trip, bruh. 533 00:43:30,854 --> 00:43:34,397 I'm too high to be having this conversation right now. 534 00:43:34,399 --> 00:43:36,774 Yeah, man. Me, too. 535 00:43:36,776 --> 00:43:39,487 Me fucking too. 536 00:44:25,283 --> 00:44:28,159 Yeah, that's real classy, you fucking whore. 537 00:44:28,161 --> 00:44:30,745 Suck my dick. 538 00:44:30,747 --> 00:44:32,248 Ooh! 539 00:44:45,512 --> 00:44:48,971 Get the fuck out of here! Get the fuck out of the kitchen! Fuck! 540 00:44:48,973 --> 00:44:52,811 Get out of here! Get the fuck out of here! 541 00:44:56,940 --> 00:44:59,150 What the fuck are you looking at? 542 00:45:02,821 --> 00:45:04,403 Who are you? 543 00:45:04,405 --> 00:45:07,698 - I'm Jules. I'm a friend of... - You're a friend of... 544 00:45:07,700 --> 00:45:10,034 A friend of whose? 'Cause you're not my fucking friend. 545 00:45:10,036 --> 00:45:14,038 Who the fuck are you friends with, Jules? Hmm? 546 00:45:14,040 --> 00:45:17,291 Do you guys know who the fuck this is? 547 00:45:17,293 --> 00:45:19,627 Does anybody know who this is? 548 00:45:19,629 --> 00:45:22,964 Does anybody know who the fuck Jules is? 549 00:45:22,966 --> 00:45:26,886 Anyone at all. You, do you know who the fuck Jules is? 550 00:45:29,597 --> 00:45:32,098 So, who are you? 551 00:45:32,100 --> 00:45:35,518 I'm just minding my own business. I'm not trying to start anything. 552 00:45:35,520 --> 00:45:37,812 Well, no, you're not. Nobody that looks like you 553 00:45:37,814 --> 00:45:40,316 is minding their own fuckin' business. 554 00:45:42,735 --> 00:45:45,153 I know what you are. 555 00:45:45,155 --> 00:45:48,030 Yeah. Yeah, I see you. 556 00:45:48,032 --> 00:45:50,783 So what do you want? 557 00:45:50,785 --> 00:45:53,536 You want some, some fucking attention? 558 00:45:53,538 --> 00:45:56,416 'Cause I'll give you some fucking attention. 559 00:45:58,501 --> 00:46:03,087 Yo, is anybody here friends with Jules? 560 00:46:03,089 --> 00:46:05,840 Anyone? Does anybody know who the fuck this bitch is? 561 00:46:05,842 --> 00:46:10,470 Somebody better speak up, or this bitch is gonna get fucked up 562 00:46:10,472 --> 00:46:12,054 shit! 563 00:46:12,056 --> 00:46:14,557 - You wanna fucking hurt me? - No, I was fucking kidding! 564 00:46:14,559 --> 00:46:17,393 Back the fuck up! What the fuck is your problem? 565 00:46:17,395 --> 00:46:18,978 Put the fucking knife down, okay. 566 00:46:18,980 --> 00:46:21,022 - It was a joke. - You wanna fucking hurt me? 567 00:46:21,024 --> 00:46:24,901 - No, no, no... - You have no fucking idea 568 00:46:24,903 --> 00:46:26,986 - see? - You're psycho! 569 00:46:26,988 --> 00:46:29,155 - I'm fucking invincible! - You're a fucking freak. 570 00:46:29,157 --> 00:46:31,534 What the fuck? 571 00:46:37,582 --> 00:46:40,333 By the way, I'm Jules. 572 00:46:40,335 --> 00:46:42,460 I just moved here. 573 00:46:42,462 --> 00:46:45,590 I mean... right? 574 00:46:55,642 --> 00:46:58,518 Where the fuck have you been? You missed the craziest shit ever. 575 00:46:58,520 --> 00:47:00,311 I just lost my virginity. 576 00:47:00,313 --> 00:47:03,397 Bitch, are you fucking serious? With who? 577 00:47:03,399 --> 00:47:05,107 This guy from St. Mary's. 578 00:47:05,109 --> 00:47:08,194 - How did you like it? - It was nice. Yeah. 579 00:47:08,196 --> 00:47:11,825 Oh, my god. My little slut. I'm so proud of you 580 00:47:18,832 --> 00:47:21,082 Yo! Shit... 581 00:47:21,084 --> 00:47:24,043 - Are you okay? - Yeah. It's fine. 582 00:47:24,045 --> 00:47:25,670 Guess I knew that was gonna get violent, 583 00:47:25,672 --> 00:47:28,047 and I didn't want a fucking broken cheekbone or some shit. 584 00:47:28,049 --> 00:47:30,508 Yeah, no, I totally I get the logic behind it. 585 00:47:30,510 --> 00:47:33,388 But it's still, like, fucking insane. 586 00:47:39,144 --> 00:47:43,062 - I'm rue. - I'm Jules. 587 00:47:43,064 --> 00:47:45,606 Where are you headed to? 588 00:47:45,608 --> 00:47:48,111 Home. Probably. 589 00:47:49,696 --> 00:47:51,823 Can I come with you? 590 00:48:44,125 --> 00:48:46,085 Shh. 591 00:48:58,932 --> 00:49:00,850 Let me see. 592 00:49:02,936 --> 00:49:04,354 Oh. 593 00:49:15,240 --> 00:49:17,951 - Shh - sorry. Sorry. 594 00:51:03,807 --> 00:51:06,684 Remember when I said things got weird? 595 00:51:10,021 --> 00:51:13,483 So... yeah. 596 00:51:43,930 --> 00:51:45,932 I've got an idea. 597 00:51:47,308 --> 00:51:49,642 What? 598 00:51:49,644 --> 00:51:51,813 Wanna get high? 599 00:51:51,950 --> 00:51:56,950 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.Opensubtitles.Org